Troubles about me....

I don't know why Owen likes me, I'm not pretty I'm not Beautiful I'm nowhere near good looking I'm Ugly. I have more Flaws Then a fake girl. I'm not the girl of anybodies dreams, I'm not what guys expect :/ I'm such a unwanted girl and I don't think I could satisfy anyone by me. My personality is nothing but a wreck, I don't like looking at myself in the mirror cause some how I know I look HORRIBLE, I don't like my body, I'm not cocky nor conceded I'm Nothing that a boy wants, so I ask myself Why does Owen even give me the attention or why does he love me cause I'm Horrible Looking and I'm not a pretty face nor a pretty thing. I try my best to look nice, But I'll never look like some girl you've always dreamed of, Owen is someone special at the moment but I mean he could of done better instead of picking me he could of picked someone pretty from His school or where he lives, Not someone like me who is always troubled by her looks and someone who cried over the opinions from someone, I'm such a sensitive ass hole, I hate my whole self I'm so Horrible I don't know how I call boys attention I'm not a "HOT SEXY GIRL" with huge boobs. I'm a bit flatty I don't Have such a perfect body cause no one does, I'll try to be who i am dress the way I like, But Yet people still like to go on and say things like "I don't like this", or "You look fat in that", "That doesn't suit you". That's why I'm always troubled Looking horrible, Looking weird, Trying to find the clothes that fit me and my look. But I'll never fell someone with joy that their girlfriend is so hot that she'll leave you stunned, No I'm someone who looks alright but then its like Oh that girl looks hotter then me. Its like My boyfriends can't keep their eyes locked on to me, They always have to see someone better looking then me, Its like "There goes my boyfriend", So yeah It's like I'm not such a good impression to boys i'm that ugly girl no one likes so like BLAHHH,:T I don't wanna hurt myself more so i'll just stop writing in here. :I