Depression is something That bothers me everyday of my life, Methods that i tried to sooth it is cutting, but since my friends get worried and stuff i decided to stop it but now cigarettes are calling my attention. And ever since I was a Kid i said to myself that i wouldn't ever do drugs or smoke, probably drink yes but not smoke, and right now my addiction is coffee and probably when i become 16 i might start to smoke and drink, I don't know I think My life is gonna be horrible for all I know. I know I have Owen but maybe he won't like me for his WHOLE life, i mean like I'm not perfect cause no one is xD anyways, Yeah I'm not some hot thing he expects or wants i just don't care anymore ._. Oh well. Life Is Just Life, That's all i can say, we try new things everyday and then suffer from what ever we did. :T I hate life tbh. I just dislike it I don't know why but oh well i live for a stupid reason which i can't find v_v. I'm tired of shit and stuff, I can't stand living I'm just a waste of DNA, a waste of human cells .-. . Ughh. I hate myself. Oh and I dislike web caming ._. Yep I don't like to webcam sometimes xD specially in the mornings that just kills me unless you want a Massive swearing then don't try telling me to web cam with you :]. So yeah life is Life what do you expect...
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