Troubles...

Sometimes I hide in a corner, saying to myself "relax Susan you'll be fine" or "He wasn't worth it", "They weren't your friends they only used you". Pretty much I'm that goth/emo Girl who gets rejected by kids at school who only sit alone in the field look at the blue sky and eat whatever they have alone.I only write what I know and what i feel, If anyone wants to comment saying I'm An attention seeker, FYI I don't intend ANYONE'S dang opinions or shitty ass comments, Pretty much I get bullied around at school being called a lesbian when i'm STRAIGHT getting called a freak, loser, stupid, retard, moron, ect. Pretty much how would you feel surrounded by monsters in a corner and being teased, called names, being swore at & the rest of the world doesn't even give a shit of whats wrong with you, and you just Suck it all up inside of you so no one knows you're being hurt insanely bad on the inside, pretty much my school has things against bullying but i mean, What the fuck do i do people treat me like if i were mentally ill, and I'm not. At night its hard not to cry from what i got called or what kind of method they used to be cruel to me, I don't know if i'll ever be myself again. All i know is that pretty much these people hate me for being different, and NO one & I mean NO ONE is gonna change me, I LOVE BEING DIFFERENT!!!! And some people hate that and it makes me sad how people can't accept you, and just judge you for who you or how you look, seriously people should stop being judgmental and stereotypical. Seriously that's like some of the reasons why kids end up suicidal and kill themselves and die with depression and the anger building in them.Seriously people are so cruel and i wish some people could accept me in school i guess i can't wait when i move next year....:/